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2013 – Facing inner Demons, Intuition, Body awareness

I woke up one day and i just got it, all the fear released from my body my vibration raised and was at total peace , the DNA began to mutate and change to allow a deep understanding of the divine and interconnection of all things. All become at a point of unity the past future and the now were all one, all information accessible as it was always there in mine and all of our DNA, […]

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2011 – the past does effect us

It’s interesting how often our beliefs and ideas about reality are shaped by our early upbringing yet we believe those views stemmed from our own knowing, and perhaps sometimes it does, but often we are even willing to fight for things that were deeply engrained in our psyche at an early age. I would suspect the amount of people who still unknowingly carry their parents voice as adults and act in the way they did is massive. […]

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2009 – Letter to the Universe 2

Bathed in the sunlight and feeling the loveCalled to the mountains, the highest peaklooking down at the flowing the riverFollowed it for miles wherever i am taken i don’t knowwhatever tomorrow brings is a mystery oh the joy and excitement of the unknown! Clouds of expression i am in awe, the sight of youyour beauty so moving like a song i never tire ofshowing me that all is moving and flowingConstantly changing forever! still you do not […]

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2009 – Letter to the Universe

Letter to the universe oh life in the many way’s you touch melike all the sounds one musician could ever play!more colors than i can ever imagine!am i really to understand your beauty ?i know you listen as i speak to you… motheri love you! and i will not fearIf to give love is the keythere is always reason to live!and there will be no fear ill allow my own pain, ill let it beand ill allow […]

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The Animal Side (thoughts from 2012)

Along with the loss of the spiritual side in many parts of the world, something else has been lost, although many human may seem kind of animal, we’ve not been in touch with our true animalistic side, think of a wolf and the quality’s it has. They have a kind of dignity and honor between them, they will defend but not attack unless necessary. There is an understanding between the animals that many humans cross the line. […]

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2011 – Adult ?

Can you not see that this child is a manifestation of god ? a perfect expression of divine love ? yet you call this child a child and you as a wounded adult who’s child you threw away to become acceptable in your society now project your own hurt and dysfunctional adulthood onto. you see this being as someone who has to grow and learn to be who they are. are they not already who they are ? can […]

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feeling down but holding the flowers

is it me or is something going crazy on the earth, is it natural to feel like u cant wait for your life to end ? my mind says oh well you should be grateful for what you have, blah blah but this is a true feeling, nothing to do with suicide just a feeling of ill be glad when its over. god this is pessimistic, although a true feeling lol im not askin for anyone to […]

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2011 Everything is fine

Sometimes it is easy to feel that the so called “bad” things that happen to us are just that.. bad and unwanted, but when centered truly from the heart you will see that all those moments are really blessings! It is only the resistance to it that causes suffering, the universe realy does support each and everyone of us fully so that we can evolve!   To love fully is to love the darkness and if we […]

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2010 end of year emotional clearing experiance!

RESPONSIBILITY & RELEASE —- IF I LET MYSELF FEEL THE FEELINGS AND EXPERIENCE WHAT I AM TRYING TO CONSTANTLY RUN AWAY FROM BY DISTRACTION AND VARIOUS OTHER MEANS, I WILL EVENTUALLY EXPERIENCE THAT POWER WHICH I HAVE LOST TOUCH WITH, AN INFINITE POWER AT FIRST BEYOND BELIEF! IN FACT WE HAVE BEEN GIVING THAT POWER AWAY INSTEAD OF OWNING IT MOST OF OUR LIFE, JUST AS THE SUN BURNS FEROCIOUSLY YOU TOO CAN EXPERIENCE THE SAME STRENGTH […]

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Dream from 2008

Please excuse my spelling on this, around 2008 i was having a lot of interesting experiences! here is one of them!  i think that i was kind of all over mentally and emotionaly lol   Right it’s converting it all into words that kinda diminishes the beauty haha ok went to sleep last night with that thing i get where everything get’s too much, so i turned of pc turned of light slept in total darkness for […]

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